Your Grandpa Story

MIA

2008-08-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

i wont post anything right now , no need come n view , same goes to msn , u r lucky if u saw me . i will be back when i start to smile again .

2008-08-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

my soul is taken away by you , i am left with nothing . if i can turn back the time , i will change the date to 29-02-08 . is not the happiest but is the time my happiness generate ...

career to me is nothing , yes i proud to said this , my ex boss really like me , he gave me employee of the month , which is like only me got it, i work there about 1 yr . no one else got it . i even got my pay increase within the 2nd mth , n i was paid highest for a period of time . ppl around take care of me . i am really happy . thats history . i nv forget that day , 2 of them cried , make me wanna tears in the eyes . i wanna stay but i got no choice . i made a mistake once , don wanna repeat again , job can find others , family , gf u cant .

i am not saying i am great , i am jus willing to sacrifice anything for my loved one .

i used to put frens in the first , neglect my loved one , in the end ...

i tried not to make the same mistake , but i made a new mistake which i nv done b4 . plead not guilty , n i get the death sentence , i don even have the chance to appeal .

this 3 weeks , i found out , frens no need so many , gd frens too . need 1 or 2 , thats it , is enough . my phone list got abt 300 names , my phone rang less than 2 times a day . i should get a pagar instead .

ppl see me as go lucky kind , i be always creating jokes , rubbish , lame stuff . thats the happy of me , did u all ever see my sad face ? do u know i am going through wat kind of shit ?

my fren son , 14 yrs old , jump down of the block cos his gf broke up with her , when i know , my both legs become soft , wat the hell is this world going on ? i am able to say this cos that time , i lucky to have her ard . now i know wat the feeling ...

my fren died in SQ006 , he had a chance to survive , but y he went in n get himself killed ? cos he wanted to save his colleague . he was a national hero after that .

last week till now ,i been wondering when a person died , where will he/she go ?
will he/she meet his/her family member or relatives who already passed away ? wat izzit like lying in the coffin , then all yr frens come , yr family crying for u .

i thought of this , cos i really feel like dying , i really wanna die . but i still cannot imagine how my parents will be if i die , how my relatives feel ? i know they will be sad , but i don wish to see they cried cos of me .

who can understand me ? if u say u understand , i tell u , u r fucking wrong , unless u can tell me wat i wan , i don even know wat i wan and u can tell me u understand me . wat the hell

soon , i will go to a far far away , learn how to stand on my feet again . i got stab in the front n back . i jus cant take it .

very soon , everyone will start to forget me . i be back or not , i donno .

one thing for sure , i will still love u , wait for u . remember , don guilty of wat u done . love is like that . but i jus cant take it .

2008-08-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

i nv have such busy n rush for time b4

brother slping , so i have to send my mum n her fren to the airport . 5.15 , i was at sembawang , i need to rush , cos 6am , i have to fetch maine . tpe road accident , from lane 1 to 3 , btw , tpe got 3 lane !

6am , i somehow manage to get to maine house , n rush to 7-11 to buy her breakfast . sweating in the car , i rush her to the airport , then accident vehicle still not yet clear , causing a minor-major jam . police will taking photo of the vehicle . suddenly , heard something which i so long nv heard , nvm !!! she look gan chiong , cos gonna late , n i am the driver , i more gan chiong than her !in the end , still in time for her ...

wake up , knn overslept again , rush to pick maine back .

went home change , then go to the court [not courts] , cb , i tell u , is damn scary , my heart was beating very fast , i scare cos i didnt bring money , in case they wanna charge me today , cant pay , means in the lock up liao . left me alone outside the room , others went in liao , then come take my IC , then the police told me, don have yr name , u can go back liao ... faint !

nth to do , went to bonkers to drink alone sia , n the funny thing , almost all the old bird came back for drink also . fucking miss the times working there lor .

boss is forever joker , bring me to another pub , then he go back himself , throw me alone . kat's noise is forever loud , she know i am down , n she is sad cos of me . joel is forvever the da jie , walk ard drink plain water .

lucky i control , if not my parking fee will be great haha

beyond forever

2008-08-13T10:51:00.000-07:00

some of the chinese beyond's song

http://www.100yy.com/plmusic/148023.htm

http://www.100yy.com/plmusic/148026.htm

http://www.100yy.com/plmusic/148025.htm

http://www.100yy.com/plmusic/148027.htm

happy national day

2008-08-11T12:48:00.000-07:00

finish watching ndp08 parade , fast forward de haha , jus watch the guard of honour n their marching .. remind me of ndp04 . 55000 spectators , the feeling is nth to say , shiok !

saturday , gathering with the sembawang old boys , old as in hmmm some already 60 years old , i am the 2nd generation , 3rd generation r in the sec sch . i in the middle , i first join them about 12 yrs ago , every year i will jus join them . to me , they r my mentor, they taught me soccer when i jus pri 2 .their story is really happening . they also give me guidance abit life , soccer . really taught me alot .

sunday was another soccer day , went to play 2 side , lucky no pain in my knee , i already test liao , i juggle the ball yesterday , nth happen . ya 7 ppl only , play like 1 hr , all tired , then one guy jio me long range passing , i already dying of thirst , lan lan play .

knee starting to pain again . siao la , how like that ? to me , playing soccer is jus like sex leh , no play , not happy hahaha .

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zidane

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is all yr 'lan jiao wei'

knnb , this 4 letters for U !

2008-08-03T11:33:00.000-07:00

finally i score but i think i got some serious knee problem ...

jus finish my maggi mee , is been so long since i last cooked haha , taste so nice yummy ... but 1 packet not enough leh hahaha

match day

2008-08-02T00:30:00.000-07:00

hot hot hot ... wat a hot day !

game at 5pm , shit , i need a sun tanning oil

this team is totally diff class from turin , 3/4 of the team is 50 yrs old n above , the rest is 40 n above , n me , the youngest of all . normally i play for them , i play more than 1 position , the last match i played , i play 4 postions , forward , left right centre mid . but one thing is sop , they love to make use of my speed . so i have to run up n down like erica's KOKO . :)) but i don bite the legs of table n chair wahahaha

they thought me mentally prepare for game , i try to follow , i went for a long run on monday , fri went for a short run , BUT went drinking after that , wahahahahaha stupid right , i even dribble the ball in my house ya hahaha , no one at home , if not my mum will chase me with a chopper i think .

ken , count me out when that is beefeater , i reach hm cant slp , air con room sweat somemore ... something must me wrong , lie on the bed 9am then slp . wth

2008-08-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

problem , problem , now , another one coming up . my problem is like a movie , coming soon every week 1 show .. every week 1 problem

24 yrs , i nv celebrated a single father's day , the last thing i bought for my dad is dunhill !

family means father and mother i love you

thats the next tattoo i wanna put 'FAMILY' , it represent me alot , now like the one i had now .

i saw a pic , a heart cut by a blade , with blood dripping , quite a meaningful idea ya . the situation i having now .

i hiding in the room , so she is . my tears in my eyes , but her tears is flowing down

calling all soccer fans

2008-07-31T11:08:00.000-07:00

found a nice web for soccer fans ! look into top scorer for the year 2007 ah , alam shah 5th in the world , better than kaka ... wonder if big phil looking at the stats or not .

http://soccerlens.com/best/

2008-07-30T14:32:00.000-07:00

i feel better ya .

sat match day !

is been a week since i ate rice !

happy birthday

2008-07-30T11:34:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my bro ...

went town to get something for him , but donno wat to get , my mind was blank actually , went in kino , saw the spurs magazine , ya thats the one , no need walk anymore . settle. quick one :))

is been more 24hrs since my meal , not that hungry , but gastric pain , damn it . guess have to walk till 744 or 110 le ... hopefully wont faint haha .

because u loved me

2008-07-30T09:37:00.001-07:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining
your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

to love you more

2008-07-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

TO LOVE YOU MORE (Celine Dion)

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

2008-07-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

the last time i saw u is ... now n then by looking at yr pic ! do u know how i miss u ?

du yan long

2008-07-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

my both eyes trouble . donno wat happen , is swollen now .

bloopers

2008-07-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

think back of all the matches i played , from primary , secondary , ns n now . i done something that no great player has do it before .kick off , i was injuired in less than 10 seconds or should said my first sprint . hhaha

Ti Amo

2008-07-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

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heard this song when i was driving , find it quite meaningful . anyway is by 动力火车

从你渐渐的沉默
发现你想要离开我
慢慢消失的温柔
谁能够承受
为你伤悲为你泪流
日子不好过又如何
还有什么可以保留
什么都没有
喔~
知道你不是真的爱我
喔~
最爱的时候你却要走
多苦我都会承受
最怕你什么都不说
几个伤口几次痛
谁负出较多
为你伤悲为你泪流
日子不好过又如何
还有什么可以保留
什么都没有
喔~
知道你不是真的爱我
喔~
最爱的时候你却要走
喔~
知道你不会永远爱我
喔~
我来的时候你已远走
怪我自己纵容你太自由
爱情里失守却不能多说
对我来说这结果太刺痛
你真的要走我还能说什么
music
为你伤悲为你泪流
日子不好过又如何
还有什么可以保留
什么都没有
喔~
知道你不是真的爱我
喔~
最爱的时候你却要走
喔~
知道你不会永远爱我
喔~
我来的时候你已远走
喔~
知道你不是真的爱我
喔~
最爱的时候你却要走
喔~
知道你不会永远爱我
喔~
我来的时候你已远走
喔~
知道你不是真的爱我
喔~
最爱的时候你却要走
喔~
知道你不会永远爱我
喔~
我来的时候你已远走

2008-07-25T15:27:00.000-07:00

when we learn to do flower arrangement , the flower we have to buy !

when we learn to drive , the car we no need to buy ! but we pay fee !

when we learn to fly a plane , no need buy plane n we get salary while learning !

learn to fly , be a pilot now !

i think i should join those marketing dept . wahahaha

went to watch the sleague game , i paid $6 ... i cant rem when is the last time i paid to watch soccer ya , is beeen a long time , kana put aeroplane , told me free somemore . but ok la , met fazrul at the amara hotel n we we went to eat . saw the lions squad , they went to bahakki' wedding dinner , their gift was a size 1 soccer ball , n this very good footballer cum joker , juggle all the way in the hotel lobby hahahaha . i shall not name him .

singapore vs brazil ... i am going ! yeah ... those want ronaldinho signature , come to me , i sign for u as he is bz with training , anderson , pato , jo all boleh , i use diff ink colour only .

sat is games day ! soccer soccer soccer ... coffee coffee coffee ...

wah ... 6.41 liao ... gd night everybody .

2008-07-25T15:02:00.000-07:00

may , june , july , august ...

i am back !

mu uncle told me if u wanna play soccer , don play with those u donno , cos they wont pass u the ball n u will not enjoy it . i don wan to say that i am good or wat , i believe i use my heart to play n prefer to let my feet do the talking .espzen league , 2nd match onwards , i was in the first 11 , but i do not enjoy the flow of game , i quit . ppl ask me to play for national division league , i told them nope , lazy was the reason i gave them . when come to turinz sensation , i nv said a no b4 , cos i enjoy the game , all players i know . we came all the way since sec 1 , that is mean 1997 - 2008 , 11 yrs ... !

is damn bloody easy to organize a game , ya , jus a call , get the field done . to get 11 players is nv easy , to turn up for the game , no need say !sunday soccer for us is to get hang around , exercise , talk cock , enjoy n to win is the most important .to get ppl to sponsership is not the idea of me or the team , we nv dream to get sponser . pls get this clear ya . i don wan let ppl think that me or anyone else to think , no sponser , we cannot play . 10 bucks for each person is not a problem . our ONLY problem is ppl to reply the msg n come on the actual day . pls don not add salt or vinegar thank you very much. if u don wan to do the job , u can voice it out , no need to go AWOL , u don wan do it , nobody can force u .

i will try to bring out something for the team , i hope u all can support me n respect me in every decision i made .i don want to see turinz become a coffee club either . for ppl who walk out , i don welcome u back too . i guess u found yrself a better team . turinz don need this kind of player . we r not that serious anyway .

everyone may have their own reason or problem , but wat turinz wan is committment on the match day n reply the msg on yr attendance . thats all ! pls make it happen

good day

2008-05-04T13:05:00.000-07:00

soccer was great today ! 5 goals i score , beauty i should said . esp the long range lop ! whosh !

someone is flying now

life without work is so shoik , guess will be ending soon :)

reservist end of the month ... i wonder where r my army stuff ?

to love u more baby

2008-04-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

resigned from bonkers . wonderful journey for this 11mths .

now is another journey , maybe to the west ...

having my family days , teh peng , nuaing which i haven done for a long time

this short period of time , jus wanna recover all the losses ...

i miss home cooked food !

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IT show was great , was looking ard for lap-top , end up , got myself a LCD tv for myself :)

wenqi , kang , maine , thanks for the great time haha , esp when my lancer is full of stuff , ppl , n 2 sets of TV !

tian chang di jiu hokkien mee since the 60s !

times really short today , happy n fun don lasts .

i wonder when then i can quit ...

next week mj ah ... long time nv play liao .

2008-03-03T10:42:00.000-08:00

chinese new year over leh , brand new year

rat year equal to my year . a good one for me

start things with a bang , things i gone through , is good , should said really good

i got someone to love , n someone love me

contact back with chee seong , playing for his team , bring me up to another level . the only time we speak to each other , is on n off the pitch , abt the game , he jus guide me along .

bonkers ? i also donno when i can leave , maybe when they shift in april , don think i be joining them at the new pub .

genting was fun , theme park scared the hell of me , i cant believe that , anyway , i was not tired that day , so play lor . hor kang n kenny !

i going for another holiday in april or may ...

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2008-01-29T00:13:00.000-08:00

forgive & forget .

i told my manager i am quitting , she letting me go this time . i told her my problem , which she understand , she gone through more than me

from the moment i woke up . my eyes have been very teary , i made a big decison

money cant buy love , but love cant without money

i neglect my r/s , to make a name for my self at work place , i fought all the way up , i got wat i want , status , respect , payslip . so wat about now ?

broke up with my gf , quitting the job , n i got nth .

i jus want a stable relaxing life , yet i cant get it .

ppl look at me the way i used to be , playboy , playful , punter . like most ppl said , once a someone, always that someone .

i jus cant be strong now ..

next week chinese new year ... is jus another year

2008-01-18T11:47:00.000-08:00

to love you more

http://youtube.com/watch?v=9jGxDZewu-Q&feature=related

kitaro-matsuri

http://youtube.com/watch?v=GGtKxbu7vLI

qiang qiang the dog

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QLHqAgN1j6M&feature=related

2008-01-18T11:30:00.000-08:00

is really hard for me to blog now a days , even i can , thats mean i am at internet cafe !

gonna get a lap-top soon , during march it show ... yeah

new colleague , SUCKS ...boring

thinking of going into sports industry ... but sg sports industry in so small ...

2008-01-17T00:43:00.000-08:00

every human live once ... live happily , peace n healthy n family is more important .

i seen much more stuff than anyone , i chatted more n discuss any topic to anyone .

money or love ?

gf or frens ?

nobody know the answer , is how u look into it .

when u failed , u tend to think alot , deep thinking , expand yr brain .

fail again , stand up , keep on walking .

life nv end still yr heart beat stop

everyday is a learning process .

make ppl jealous of u

2008-01-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

free go n listen n watch

http://youtube.com/watch?v=O1hfMtzs6QE

http://youtube.com/watch?v=W8AgWqgnQAc

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3ZbuOFEw9S4

http://youtube.com/watch?v=OPy1tCchSxE

2008-01-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

com is down again ... at internet cafe right now

this few days , gastric pain giving me problem

no one understand how i feel right now

2008 , i made my name at bonkers for some good reason , soon is down fall ... she got her reason , i got mine , we simply cant talk this few days .

wake up , go work , drink -drunk , go home watch tv , slp ... everyday is the same .how i wish someone can talk to me !

i keep away myself to woman , going out after work , i eat lesser to save money . now ? everything gone , gastric pain somemore . how stupid am i .

ever since marie thingy . i told myself i don wan to be in the same situation again , in the end , i fall into it . i dono i can stand up again , really painful

got a sms , national call up , i thought raddy msg me to play in the world cup , too bad , is national service call up . called up all my kaki , lucky got a few same wit me , is super lucky is at katib camp .

don assume YOU is you

i wrote this blog becos i need to express my feeling , i got nobody to talk to . in the end , is trouble . can someone tell me wat to do ?

bonkers is in a mess again , nth to do with me , but i really really sad to see someone like this , haiz

2007-12-30T23:10:00.000-08:00

christmas party at my uncle's place !

the food is really good , eat till i nearly vomit :)
jade really cute , she already forgotten who am i , in fact , she only know my house used to have hamster . she jus stick to me all day , playing with me , climbing over me . i told her my hamster die , she told me her rabbit haven , then i told her my hamster went to the heaven , she told me , her rabbit also went to heaven . dengz . 4 yrs old ya . someone told her "hui jia liao" , she stared blindly at her mum , her mum asked her , u don undersand chinese ? must learn ok ... then started to tears ... she wanna play somemore

soccer in the morning ... totally rubbish , the opponent lose to us 5-0 a few weeks ago , came back to play with us , saying the field that time not gd , wanna re-match . lose is lose , don blame the pitch , knn , like that every team is strong lor, derby n sunderland also fucking strong ma , jus that the pitch not gd . wtf .

anyway we lose 4-1 , ya , THE PITCH NO GD MA . but not gonna re-match with them , becos sg pitch no gd la ... all got sand .

we play really well in the 15 mins , we took the lead , through me , wonderful team work , esp jinwei . i really love the wey he play ...
dedicate the goal to marie's grandma who pass away peacefully on 26th dec .

new yr eve ... WORK ... wish everyone a happy new yr ah , 2008 huat ah

one of my mentor , is going to sarawak to be the head coach , gonna miss me , he is the one who taught me most of the stuff ... wish him all the best , hopefully win the cup !

2007-12-29T12:53:00.000-08:00

woke up early today !

car show at expo , a stupid one , car for sale ... i donno i go for wat !

went to marie's grandma funeral ! i know how its feel to lose someone special . is a painful one , i still feel the pain though. her mum n dad still remember me , chat for a while b4 i went to wrk , still the same , she still like to disturb her mum :)

marie , take care of yrself n yr health ya

my colleague is driving me nuts ! i starting to lose my temper ... u better start waking up yr idea .

she wrk with me for 3 weeks ... she can ask me question like , customer ask wat beer we got ? tell her 1 pint 10 bucks , she ask me back , 6 pints leh ? really knn

some ppl bring their kids over , 19yr n 10 yrs . 19 one drank quite a few , guess wat ? i pass a plastic bag to the 10 , ask him to hold , the 19 will vomit soon , n he really hold it , follow his bro everywhere he go ..

2007-12-25T11:27:00.000-08:00

http://www.singaporeflyer.com.sg/

how abt booking a private capsule ?

can we get 30 ppl ? 15 turin members , bring their gf along , no gf , bring mother ...

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august '07

2007-12-25T11:05:00.000-08:00

taken at bonkers , with specs on n polo tee ... smart mah ?

2007-12-25T11:00:00.000-08:00

went through my entries ... remind me wat is going on over the 2 yrs

2007-12-25T10:33:00.000-08:00

thanks to the ppl who prepare the steam-boat at kenny's place , although is a boring one , but is the gathering n jokes of make it counts .

went for a run after so many mths ... during the run , i thought of so many many things ...
i thought too far , i expect too much , lead to the downfall i having now .
saving as much as possible , so we can buy a condo , sports car , luxury stuff ... i don think i can ever do it . jus stick to my lancer will do .

i used to lead ppl . now .. ppl lead me on ... the ever nv say die , always wanna be 1st , mr goh ... slowly retiring . i donno when can i stand up again , be my best .

i used to run like no laksa ... dribble the ball n make the defender like a fool . after a game , players told me , not bad ah u , play really well . but the comment from the coach , wtf u r doing . is like the world crashing down ...

if i am happy , i can play really well , i swear . if baby come , nth less than 3 goals

me a bad bf , not going to r/s as long i still in bonkers . i told myself or kenny when i started bonkers , how i gonna get a gf which she wrk day n i wrk night ... end of the day , failed badly

all this long , i doing planning to open a shop ... wat to sell ... don need to know . spending most of the nights , bz searching for stuff

wanted to earn more money , be a boss , more time to acc u . now no need acc u le lor ...

i not ah xia ! anyway kenny told me b4 , i wanna see how 2 diff world ppl get along , an english speaking n a look beng chinese :)

is hard , the hardest part is facing her family ... esp her dad .

working nightlife is unhealthy , elders don like it .

i do go home straight everyday after work , who knows ?

who understand how i feel ?

christmas , no present ??? ya , this sunday i will get 1 , from my aunt , other than that , i spend to buy for myself . poor boy

2007-12-24T21:01:00.000-08:00

finally i done my blog ! ppl kept saying they wanna do for me , i nv expect much , cos human have to depend on their self . nv depend on some some else .

merry x'mas to everyone

not a great x'mas ... got to work on the eve , the crowd is .... less than 20 , no friends ... is like celebrate with my cashier n manager nia lor ! i spend like 600 for like 10 days for christmas season , i got mysef a BOOK n DVD nia , i donno where my $$$ go ... anyone saw it ? is a 50 bucks note , purple colour , with ishak face on it . saw it , ppl GIVE me back hor .

life isn't great , i am single now ....

emo most of the time ... mood swing to the max

going crazy

2007-10-23T14:32:00.000-07:00

ppl can run , can hide , but jus don like me find u ... if u donno the person izzit u , nvm , i list the names out !

BERNARD ! depot road only got few blks ... zouk is small , finding u easy .

ah hong , spray stout huh ... nvm , if stout can spray , chairs can fly . wait till i quit !

be careful wor ...

2007-10-23T14:02:00.000-07:00

enough ! i gonna quit bonkers ! i wanna have my pride !

customer can give 20-30 bucks tips to the gal , but cant buy a 60cents lighter . in the end , took my lighter n go off . go n fuck yr mother la knn ccb !

customer wanna drink stout , nb , mother cb itchy , wanna do shot gun , spray the whole stout everywhere in the bar , my cashier , my shirt ! not even a sorry . boss still tell me he not purposely , ya , they pay ... so we earn their money ! we should stand until like that meh ... boss still ask me clean the bar tomoro ... lan lan , worker mah .. . service line ! wat to do .

got money so wat ? i no money ? got money big fuck ? at least i got pride , i got 'ren yan' .

when i quit , i surely go back bonkers to drink ... i also got money , as a customer, if i see the bloodly mother fucker, i sure wan u ! nbcb .

nv show my temper in bonkers doesnt mean i don have one ! pui , knn lao cb !

2007-10-15T12:41:00.000-07:00

great week !

7 oct match ... drag my baby along :)) got a hat-trick

my birthday was good , althought is a coffeeshop outing , but is more fun than anywhere else . we total drank 24 pints !

thanks for those who r at 156 !

junhui , xiaoqi , onn , jinyong , qiulian , jessie , kenny , wenqi , kang , yiwen , wei , liwei , charmaine , esther , my dad , kat .... for the sms !

of course bonkers 8890 customer n colleague , all the kisses n hug .

my mummy standard hongbao ! :))

n lastly .... vann for the msg la , present la , dinner la , kiss la ... anyway i still prefer CASH !

5214 is in danger ! fast , style , dirty !

she is dirty cos 3-4 ths nv wash , bumper got a big dent , servicing haven go ... OH SHIT !

wei n kang , when will we have dinner again ? i still prefer u drive lorry la , more fun hahaha

hat-trick back to back ... boots also throw away liao ... i think next match i wear san qiu aka three ball multi-purpose boots liao ... made in china , only STUPID PPL will BUY ! stupid as in TOA KO DAI !!!! wahahahaha , the person is none other than ..... mr valentine

2007-10-05T14:59:00.000-07:00

tip top ca-li pork ... nv pay tax ... profit $197,000 a year ! wat a world ? guess i also wanna go sell liao , $197000 a year , wanna sell soon kueh also , see can earn $200,000 anot ! maybe po-piah too

wat a start . oct ! kat b'day ... sales still not bad :)

friday night ... 1.45am , my pub empty , one customer also don have !

ippt pass , 2.4km , 12 mins , oh my god , my worst timing ,

went 925 , saw kang n kenny , how i wish i can join u all for the dinner , talk n laugh together

how i wish after work , we can sit n chill together , 156 la teh , eat carrot cake , watch tv ... since when ...

i cant , i need money ... pub need me , they treat me so well , i cant jus leave them alone . they need man-power

my 1st bday present , from my manager :)

bday coming soon , not celebrating , jus wanna have a gd dinner with my close frens ... no martell , no chivas ... no wat 7 cups !

i know wat i wan , i know wat i am doing , i don need ppl to tell me things ! i am going the right way i believe

when u r down crying , u understand wat i wan , when i forgive u , make u happy , u forget wat i said . i come from a family which gave me nth but love , other than love , i earn myself ! u r diff , u look mature , but the truth , u r childish !

romance cannot be eaten , cannot buy food , buy house

ONLY CASH , in sg , no cash , u r jus a nth , u r jus a rubbish .

2007-09-26T14:14:00.000-07:00

funny funny things happened

suddenly , me n joel so close , we joke all the way , non-stop !

finish work early , going 156 for some beers , need to draw money . drag joel with me ... guess who following us ? is my boss wahahah , he jus woke up , his face like ... donno wat to say . i stop at coffeeshop, turn around , n we ask each other , u wanna go where ? i wanna go withdraw money , he told me , i also donno i wanna go where . he took 100 bucks n gave me , take first . where to find boss so gd ! then tell me , i wanna drink milo . we sit at coffeeshop nua lor . joel wanted to take cab back , but i drag her again , sit down talk cock ...

biz is bad ... so i jus listen music nia la ... i do feel like crying , somehow , tears jus store in my eyes ... is not becos biz is bad ... i donno y god wanna play me out one time n another ... nv ending ...

if god really don like me , jus kill me , don let me suffer !

ya i strike 4d , 20 bucks ! 6 for the fine , 6 for losing at poker , 8 for the 4d , just nice !

2007-09-25T12:53:00.000-07:00

when 8890 settle down , i gonna leave ... nightlife ... how much i lost ...
i changing my no from 1 oct onwards , pls ask it from me .

2007-09-25T12:36:00.000-07:00

after 6 mths . i done it again

thinking of driving to work , found a super nice parking lot ,too lazy to walk to amara hotel . in the end , i got fine ! $6 bucks ...

after work , don feel like driving anyone home , jus wanna be alone . saw wrx , don like his driving style ... chiong lor , somemore long time nv play liao , whack only la , over-take each other , 140km/h , lucky my wife nv let me down .if u let me down , i sell u off n change to an integra .

i order beer at 156 , they thought i was joking , still ask me really ah , or u wan teh-peng , i jus smile , get me tiger . i know i cant sleep , my mind has only 1 thing , I WANT HIM.nothing else

tears ...

2007-09-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

turin is once a hottest team in yishun ! i wanna bring back the old days . i wanna turin to be in the league next yr . most of us , look how many medals we won , how many team wanna beat us at the sports camp ? ppl look us as tournament fav , don u think the feeling is great . winning a game is better than sex lor !

2007-09-16T00:02:00.000-07:00

wat a let down !!! ask yrself , did u really give yr best ? i admit i miss some gd chance to score . everyone was at fault . u think i wanna shout at everyone ? u think i happy ? losing such big margin is such a disgrace

the problem is u all jus wanna play yr way , keep on like that , no way we can win or wat . compare last week n this week performance . think abt it . the passing n how we control the match . we r making progress until today , all the hard work gone .

i nv expect u all can do a roy keane or henry wannabe , play with some fighting force , try to win each game . if u all wanna play for fun , count me out , i am not that player u all looking for . i am a winner .

i am sorry if i am too much jus now , but sad to say this is soccer , if u cant take scolding , then don play . i wanna play for a winning team , not for fun , cos losing is not fun at all .

2007-09-02T11:13:00.000-07:00

anyway , hmmm maybe u all think is weird or wat .

Vann & Me are together

2007-09-02T11:01:00.000-07:00

long long time ...

maybe some of u think i am stupid , the way i do things or treat ppl ...is my personal life , at least i don used the $$$ to go night clubs or geylang ya !

i know some r talking bad behind my back , say watever u wan , i don owe u anything , wanna ka my lj stuff , go ahead .

jus go n think , when u all ask for my help , did i ever say NO ?

go n read onn blog , frens is hard to find .don becos of something small , wanna break up everything , all grow up liao , go n fucking think !

2007-08-13T14:10:00.000-07:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying: "Just take care of my eyes, dear."

Today before you think of saying an unkind word, think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food, think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife, think of someone who's crying out for a companion. Today before you complain about life, think of someone who died too early. Before you complain about your children, think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house that someone didn't clean or sweep, think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive, think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. When you are tired and complain about your job, think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job. And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down, put a smile on your face and acclaim you're alive and still around.

2007-07-30T13:10:00.000-07:00

off day , force to wake up early , free-alarm ! the kids will playing ps2 in my room , shouting n cheering ! this is how i woke up !

went amk with ah wan then vanessa came ... was walking every inch of amk , bought a nike tee for MYSELF , was suppose to shop for my bro birthday present ... end up , i gave my tee to him ! haha ... no time lor, went for steamboat buffet mah ... nobody eat prawn , no one peel for us , MS LIN YIWEN , we need u badly :)) n n my ah wan , took hotdogs n fishballs ... then nv eat lor , i jus pop in whatever i can find , i am too hungry . ah wan , if u go buffet chiong fishballs n hotdogs , i think u go chong pang eat fishball noodle la !

my ... fever ! went to buy liang teh , nb , 25 bucks lor , fucking , drink yr liang teh sure fine meh , then doctor can retire once they get their cert lor ! see doctor also nv cost 25 bucks ! too bad , u r my ... ! don wan later ppl say i ill-treat u . i wanna be a nice ... !

scare to go up , vanessa went alone , ah wan was playing my in-car entertainment , blast the music nia ... but is ok , i still fall asleep !

then went to my junior work place , donno X pub or X bar lah , rubbish name ... teach him how to be a bartender ... the bar cannot make it lor , is like so small , cant the boss fork up some money n do something about it , next sunday i will go down , i will tell them , their bar cant make it , i don wan to see my junior suffer !!! even a proper fridge also don have !how ppl will come again , yr loss is other pub gain lor , if i got money , i sure open beside u

then went for beancurd ... ya i remember , maine say sunday wanna treat me lor , i went there but she donno at which planet ...

the best part , went to find kenny then go his house play dai dee ... play till3.30am , see properly 3.30am , i won 90 CENTS ! sorry wan , don mean to 'per" u hahahaha , went to mac buy a burger go back home !

my off day ... tour of singapore , amk , toa payoh , boat quay , sembawang , yishun , woodland !!!

love love love

2007-07-30T13:09:00.001-07:00

Love and Marriage" A student ask a teacher, "what is love ?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknow he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...." " What is marriage then ?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick. " The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn....you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

2007-07-23T13:55:00.000-07:00

is 5am right now , by right i should be slping , now is by left , i went for supper !!!

i got to work tomoro morning , 10 am , look at the time now , i don think i can wake up .. haha

after 2 straight off day , i too lazy to work ...

sat was ah wan b'day , glad to see everyone around ! is been a long time since we have such gathering ... so when is the next one ? national day ? is jus cordon bleu ... vodka , i was not in for both , cos i am driving , too lazy to walk haha . i am game for mahjong , big winner man , earn more than i work hahaha ! KENNY is my lucky man , cos he always lose to me mah , if he nv play , how i gonna win :))

sat n sun is a very long day to me , cos i slept like 4hrs ONLY , sunday that is a game , yes n i score , so wat ? in the end we still loste, is a 11 players game , is a team effort game , i shall not say much , but i must admit , we play better n better each game ! after soccer , have to rush to BBQ , fetch my manager somemore , kpkb liao , 8 pm i still at home , n her place is like so hard to find .... i reach her place at 9 ! raining cum bbq ... she jus kept repeating , normal person at this time will jus slp at home ... deng deng !

8890 is jus like a big family to me , they treat me damn good , if i am leaving , i donno how to say it out !

when i save enough money , i will quit this job , i jus cant have enough time, when i reach home , u r slping , when u r working , i am slping ... 2 diff world , i used to have kenny acc me , now , he got a job in the day time also , haiz ...

do i look like i am in love ?

2007-07-05T23:43:00.000-07:00

woke up so early yesterday , went to pray my grandma , is her 5th death anniversary ! then i got her name tattoo !

ya , who ever told me , tattoo not pain de lah ... thats mean u r great ! u my hero , i respect u !

went 97 after work , stupid zoey ! lan lan go lor , nvm she treat haha , drink beer , then another one come , martell 1 bottle in front of us , ask him who open ? he repy a very gd answer , jus drink , free de ! ok lor, since is free , drink la , then junhui reach , lai lor , drink only ... reach hm half drunk again

2007-07-02T00:07:00.000-07:00

1st of july is great ! a great way to start ..

got the gst package ... good money leh :))

woke up very early , went to my sec class gathering ... is so nice to see n get in touch with them , all the memories lah , went bilal to eat , but cant join the table , so decide to change venue , so i paid my teh-peng , the bill come , knn nb cb , $5 thank you !!!!! ask y $5 , oh 5 glasses of ice water , 50 cents a cup ! knn , sibei hor tang lor , like that i go sell water liao lah , knn , 1 fucking teh-peng $2.50 leh , yr tea for where ??

then went safra , they suggest ktv , ya right , 11 ppl , i told them , if i wanna sing 1 song , i have to wait 10 ppl sing finish lor ! y don we play pool , 1 ppl i cue ! :)) in the end , went liquid kitchen to chill ... nice place ya , then went to fetch my mum , auntie moving house , my mum n other aunts went there to 'cop' free stuff , ya my car boot is FULL ! then grandpa told me they taking bus back ... 855 yishun to bukit merah , 1 hrs plus journey ... my thinking was ... i 23 yrs old , cant took 855 , my grandpa 80 plus wanna take ... i gave him 20 bucks , ask them took cab !

then rush to meet her , went bugis for pasta , then shopping again lor , went to meet client , so she follow me ... then went east coast for BK , the last time i ate BK was chinese new year period lor , with wei n kenny , abt 5 mths liao hahaha ! then go n soak our feet in the wave ... wash all the bad luck hahaa .. she seem tired ... extreme one ... so we went back ... n my day haven end yet , i look for MR KENNY PHUA JUN HAO n talk cock sing song , play checkers at coffeeshop lol ... he fucking lousy ! hahaha wat a day ... i spend 28 hrs outside lor ... from sch mate , family , love one , brother .. all included

2007-06-26T00:16:00.000-07:00

so tiring ...

sunday was a great day haha .. congrats MR XU JINWEI ... u got a job ! same line as me ah ahaha , u better don finish their chivas !

went to bq for a business deal , n got jinwei a job as bartender , then went newton for our carrot cake .. haha , happy hour ! lim ah !

then went bugis shopping .. saw a top , damn nice , but for ladies de hahaha , haven get pay , next week then buy . then went G2 pub , boring ... sua to MH .. better ... 7 days a week , pub life ... abit boring leh

life is boring , but if u know how to mke it into something special , life will be nv the same again ... if u donno how , sms me ... hahaha

my goal is to see u happy , i don mind work like shit , everyday listen same song , as long u happy !

2007-06-17T13:56:00.000-07:00

is been a long time ... haha

firstly , i need to get out of the mess ... 4 straight days , i went to de 97 ! i tell u , is the most messy disco in sg lor ! i don wan ppl to get the wrong idea ... i think i got to stop going liao ... hope my determination is that strong ! :))

sunday my only off day , is jus shopping , ice-latte , soccer n MR KENNY ! got to look out for a new hp , time to change a new hp ! july coming lor ... HAPPY , cos got more money hahaha , SAD , cos pub cannot smoke ... hor sei liao lah ...

everyday is jus beyond beyond beyond ... my kj tulan me liao wahahha .. she will tell me 'pls lor' .. hahaha !

wei's uncle pass away , jus came back from the funeral ... wat a sad story ... wei , take it easy , i know the feeling of losing a close one , is hard to take , but life still have to carry on ... think for yrself , is better to see him go than he suffer everyday ! pls strong

working in the pub or night-life , can actually let u forget abt all the worries i used to think of ... i wanted to forget someone , i done it ! i still don wan to go into r/s or into any gal till recently , SHIT ... i totally have not earn enough , i have no time , only sunday i off ! this 2 main point is enough ...

ppl can tell me , wah , long time nv see u leh ... ya i know , so ? ask yrself u bz or i bz ...

2007-06-07T00:21:00.000-07:00

long long time nv blog ... no time la, too lazy liao !

alot of things happen ...

knn , lim bei reservist tio guards unit ... this time siao liao ... really siao ! althought is nearby , i still in deep shit ...

i got an unexpected call last week .... , chatted quite long , i donno how to explain , i know she don believe me ! i also donno i have the time anot ... but after i save enough money , i will quit this job , hopefully till dec , basically , this job don have any CPF . in sg , no cpf , u will die ! i don wan to live in the street next time

off day on sunday , is jus me n kenny ... town slack , went to starbucks sia , 6 days in the pub , my ear gonna crazy le , so suggest kenny , starbucks slack , nua nua , talk cock !

tired ! sleep n work only , thats my life now ... is either u rich , no life or u poor , got life ! i no life , n i not rich also ...

save money support rx-8 la haha
oh ya , i got a summon on monday , i really wanna fuck the warden , make me really no time , i park for 1 yr , mine is season parking , nth happen , out of no where u gave me a fine , ccb ! u r a pig ah , u blind meh ... very fun ah , then i have to go down hdb appeal , don worry , i gonna make a complaint to u , u jialat ! pui!

2007-05-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

one week nv blog lor ... is jus slp n work for me now a days !

tue:someone birthday , they celebrated like my bday , the martell free flow ... in the end all drunk , including ME . nbcb

yesterday was a very quiet night , maybe cos of the champions league final ... free till i go dig tau sa pia n eat !

my colleague ask me, y u nv chat with customer de ah ? cos if i chat with them , they will jio me drink , i rather wash cups hahaha

july i be rich hahaha ! i wan alot of things , i gonna get a tattoo , no time to waste , wait some more , body also rotten liao . wanna get a new hp ! Dvds , i miss a lot of movies ....

2007-05-16T12:33:00.000-07:00

anyway , my work place at tanjong pagar road , 8890 bonkers pub ! come support me if u want lah ... but i still go home straight after work ! :))

2007-05-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

suppose to start work on saturday lor , then last minute call me , tomoro need ppl ! wtf ... i do hate last minute things lor ... wat if i make appointment ?

forget it ! work is work ... since my goal is to work n save money ... give cash some face lah huh . if not where got money buy lap-top , psp , hp , no money also cannot get gf , unless the ger is rich :))

somemore car i gonna repay the loan liao lor ... then cannot drive also ! then cannot change to wrx liao ... wanna ask uncle can trade in then xchange his bicycle anot ! wtf ! no time lor !

tomoro work , after work u all better don jio me go out chiong ... i make up my mind , i wanna save money ...

2007-05-15T14:08:00.000-07:00

told my mum i go work ! huh u working already ah ? wat type of job ? pub ? don do lah ... find a better one ...

hehe , i know la , so i told myself , i have to be discipline , finish work , go home ! then my colleague ask me , work this type of job , is like that , yr parent will say u , if got discipline can liao ... knn , then he jio me out , wahahahaha , whole group went with customer , DRAGONFLY , nv go b4 , ok lah , go see see ... then everything taitai pay , give her money , she say no need , my husband pay ! is like yr husband at home lor , she use card nia , then hubby pay ! hehehehe

my job is take care of the bar counter , jus get wat the waitress want ! n wash cups ! easy job ... the pay is quite gd also ... hope i will last like when i save enough money to ..... i donno . no gf also cannot get marry haha , i know le , wanna get a new phone !

gst offset package , 350 lor ... not bad ah ! 1st of july ... :))

2007-05-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

ya , is the team effort that we won 11-3 .. but do u think u play well ? or u think the opponent not that strong ? i too tired to remind u all !

badly injuired , cb , harder abit i think factured liao knn ...

sianz sianz , no need play soccer lor , found a job le , how ? sat need to work lor , sunday off nia !

i hope this job don last long haha ..

went summer breeze @ pasir ris park ! nice place to chill ...

2007-05-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

2007-05-11T01:56:00.000-07:00

mr kenny

2007-05-11T01:51:00.000-07:00

our crab

2007-05-11T01:42:00.001-07:00

crabbing end up swimming !

2007-05-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

turinz sensation

2007-05-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

2007-05-11T00:56:00.000-07:00

went for interview yst ... so now waiting for call nia lah , so boring !

tonight happening sia , 2am to 4am , playing soccer at this kind of hour lor , the cage @ kallang ! the last time i play at this kind of hours , i think abt 4-5 yrs ago lor , that time is 2 in 1 , include police also ... hahaha

monday bluez

2007-05-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

is really bluesssss !

went to interview at CARRIER ... @ TUAS
agent:wat job u looking for ?
me:factory
agent: y factory ?
me:can earn fast cash !
agent: y u need fast cash ?

how i wish i can tell him cos now is 2007 , we talk abt coins n notes , we don use yuan bao liao !

in the end , nv work also , 7.45 start work , company bus come at 6.25am , n is like i 5 plus need to wake up ...

i got fever ... i cant find any med at home , only got running rose ... n the worst part , my house so big , not even a panadol .... i need to carry my myself n go buy lor !

crabbing was nice ...

stop laughing at my blog !!!!

shag

2007-04-30T10:33:00.000-07:00

tired to blog ... fri i nv slp n went to balai , over there , i nv slp also ... 2 days i nv slp , i slept 13 hrs yst ... now i still tired , i gonna slp now ... tomoro another match ..

sa-yo

2007-04-27T14:44:00.000-07:00

jus pack my bag , n change my clothes .. haha i found out , only my guard n shorts r adidas , the rest nike ... when did i have so much nike stuff hahaha ...

games day

2007-04-27T13:21:00.000-07:00

4.30am , i need to wake up at 5.30 ... FUCKED !

kang , don think i will attend the dog show lah !

very soon i be leaving sg lor ... n soon , i be in the island of indo ! i very scare , cos we need to win , from jan , my so call coach has been telling me ,we need to win , n we haven won a single match at balai ... against all odds lor ... izzit a curse ! this time is a harder team to play , combine team ! win or lose is a thing , injury is another one ... i got a bad injury last time over there , n have to spend my christmas limping ... this time , i wanna walk fast fsat like kenny (in genting) n celebrate labour day :))

tue got another match ... i donno lah , if i can walk back NORMALLY , i play ... if not , put me in SUB .. thanks

anybody wan gifts ? ... kang book the teh botal liao ... the rest , i bring the sand back , hahaha

.....

2007-04-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

woosh , i nv go for the run today , raining lor !! then dinner ate too much haha , too full to go anywhere !! jus went northpoint n change mt currency , 50 bucks to 2,95,000 hahaha i feel rich lor !

i think i gonna for a short run now .. i need to mentally prepare for the game ... i waited 4 mths for this .. clear mind

she know that , the reply i get is - sign ! don worry , used to it !

out of sudden , kang n april ask me some Q which i nv really thought of it , how is lynn ... hahaha ... don ask me that ... i wanna know the answer too ...

...

2007-04-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

fucking bored thursday ! slp de slp , werk de werk ... no choice la ,disturb kang n joa la , ask them out to causeway point , then went to a new hangout .. tau huay !!! siao siao yishun got a new tau huay stall , 24hrs somemore ... don ask me where , promise me u treat me eat then i bring u go whahaha

tomoro fri lor , 1 more day n i am off ..

tomoro i going for my jogging ...hope i wake up early hehe

anyway happy b'day april , she a ger , not a month

irri bugger

2007-04-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

somebody is jus fucking talking cock ! everything u said is jus rubbish ... i hope i meet u less often ...

wat the problem with u ? ass itchy ? comment abt ppl ? first of all , go to the mirror . look at it , then ask yr darling look also ... my ET is more nicer ! u r jus sibei chou !

somebody can earn 1k plus then say no money ... hmmm me , kang n ah wan nv work leh , why ? cos we fucking rich mah , toto we strike b4 mah ... shhh don spread huh , group 4 nia , not group 1 .

yawnz

2007-04-25T00:41:00.000-07:00

jus back from my beads making course ... super tired , cos of the champions league last night ! i got a jap teacher ... alright la , when she teach , wat she say 70% i can understand , when she told me story of other student , i don understand at ALL lor , i jus smile n nod my head haha !

went to watch wild hogs with her lor , very funny show ! u all should watch it , really worth the money !

then went to amk s11 then to erica house . don think left ... i went to play with her dog ! stupid dog , play a while , donno y she angry , jus don let ppl take the tv remote , she BITES ! then went into the room , she also follow , don let ppl move the chair also ! then i play E make up ... haha
anyway ah wan was there also hhaha !

3 more days ! i miss you ya

super sunday

2007-04-22T11:31:00.000-07:00

don ask me abt today game - the score is 2-2 . that is a very bad result to me !

i preparing for the balai game :)) 5 more days !

went to acc her , then sent her back ! cte super jam , accident ... my petrol needle drop very fast also ! after sent her home , then i kana another jam , faster cut all the way left n exit n go by longer way ...

she ask me to get the job , but instead i chose my soccer ... soccer is all my life .. .my mentors push me all the way , i cant stop right now ! i wanna achieve something or maybe dream ! maybe few mths or 1-2 yrs i will try to slow down the pace ... every match i got injuried , how long can i last ?

i know work is important , somehow i know that also , i will get one asap :))

i jus wanna play my soccer , get a job , find a gf n settle down ! hahaha

when i wear the snow cap , i really look like malay meh ? sad leh , nvm , tomoro i wear the wong fei hong clothes n go out liao ... zhen zhong hua ren !

i miss u !

wonderful saturday

2007-04-21T13:21:00.000-07:00

when is the last time i spend my saturday at home ??? i cant remember haha

actually gonna meeting someone , but that someone is going home !

everyone is at home ... i wonder who will come for the match tomoro .

next week , going oversea lor ... really , i cant wait ...

actually thought of joining maine to malaysia , too bad , sat n sun i got soccer ...

how how ? wat job should i do ? i donno wat i like , i like sports , can i be a coach ?

how i wish i can tell u i miss u ...

games day

2007-04-21T01:47:00.000-07:00

is raining again ! y every saturday rain ah ??? i wanna play soccer de leh , 1 mth nv go 795 le lor , next week going balai with them lor haha

kang , maine ... i am fine lor , nth happen la , maybe i jus too tired . i went sk cos i too boring , wanna find ppl drive with me . i went over b.batok cos i have nth to do ... u all then don think so much .

better do something b4 regret comes again. at least i tried ! kang , i know ...

joanne , thanks for bring to a new place ... hill-top . very nice view

koko is cute ahahaha

wonderful chalet

2007-04-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

chalet 3 days finish ... so fast , i haven enjoy enough lor !

kang ! don fucking act smart ! 3 person wanna carry so many stuff ! one mj table u cannot tahan liao lor ! earthquake 4.5 ah wahaha stupid guard !

jy ! pls cover yr mouth when u cough ... we be happier if u do that . wahahah

wan ! pls train yr winning eleven eleven ...

kenny ! u cb , broke my water gun ... u pay me one super big one back !

hope everyone enjoy ah ... wild wild wet really fun ! i cant wait for them to close down ... nvm , that samsung one can close it , the rest i can play ! i got sunburn lor , now i can ONLY lie down face down n slp lor , knn , turn also pain ... but nvm , worth it la hahaha .

after chalet , nv slp , went to play match , nvm if we lose 1-2 , we don have the luck !they not enough players , took one from us , in the end , some got injuried n cant sub ! n one of us got sent off . n that is me wahahahah . first time i chose no 10 , wore a capt arm band , n got a red card ! give me back my no 8 back ! :)

is jus one-way traffic , i think i walk the other side bah ! candy-floss is too sweet for me !

bribe

2007-04-11T13:44:00.000-07:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070411/5/singapore269592.html

stupid ppl tring to do stupig thing ! spoil s;pore reputation ! use 200-300 bucks to bribe ppl , in the end fine 50,000 bucks !!! wth

Chow testified that he was only trying to test the player's integrity ... hahahahaha ... y don ask him go cross the road with his eyes closing to test his guts ! bo liao

read this

2007-04-11T13:40:00.000-07:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070412/5/singapore269768.html

i ran with him b4 !!! he is really a man of honours !

lost phone

2007-04-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

i lost my phone , really knn ! thought of selling lor, then wanna use the money n put tattoo , fuck la , now go buy marker n draw myself liao lah !
watch the movie shooter , wu ya tio shoot sia ! fuck the barger

my timing is fucking diff liao , i was out till 6am in the morning , i went hm , still can surf net , watch tv , chat on the phone , then 7 plus 8 then slp ! now i force my self to wake up , so tonight i will slp early ...

i really broke !

yes , pls

2007-04-08T13:09:00.000-07:00

chalet u all know already right !! gd ! see u there ! those half- hearted , pls stay at hm n watch channel , got nice show on that day ! i have enough of those fucked shit ! all i can say is , grow up pls ! i know who is putting effort in this chalet n match coming along ... all i can say is , fri drink till vomit lor haha

remark : this chalet is not for erica or esther ! ya i know is their bday ... but if my birthday fall on public holiday , doesnt mean all no need to work becos of me ! pls think forward n right ! got beard doesnt mean is yr dad or george best !

erica n esther will get a birthday surprise ... don worry ! anyway eggs is cheap